no.3

dis few days so dam emo...i try to fix things out...i hv do my duty...but why kip blame me dis n tat w/o any reason...u tink im ur servant or wat....everyday kip calling me n scold me...bla bla bla...u dis stupid selfish adult...can u tink abt my situation...no nid work..no nid rest meh...ask me out..den i must out immediately...i hv other service...tel u d reason..u not accept...n kip say i not responsibility...i oledi said my band cant accept d dam performance coz din prepare for tat...u cal me for d advise..den me n my team gv u d answer...but wat...u say ok dun accept d performance...onli few hrs nia...u said must do d performance for dis coming 25 april...dam...u hv make ur mind...why stil wan seek for advise....CAN U PLS REPECT US A LITTLE BIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....dam fckin emo.............

why i wan live in dis world lagi....why means to me for living ....all blame me...all use me....i dun mind.....but pls gv me a little respect n do appreciate wat i hv done for dis few yrs....las yr i said i wan resign...i cant stand any longer...u come to beg me said d band nid me a lot...u said u wil help me...fully support me...now wat....u said dis none of ur businness...dun care abt my illness....dun care abt my health....everyday...my nose bleeding....dis few days fever...u noe wat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....u say wan out for discussion...no nid find such dam fckin reason to skip d discussion...i no sleep for 3 days for doin 4 event's project....wat d hell u wan me deal wif....no one help me...but al said im super duper li hai...no nid help....can done all d things w/o helpin.....every nite force myself force my brain force to tink abt how should i do....wat should i do....music music music...arrange arrange arrange....i arrange 3 songs for u...now u said dun wan d songs coz ..... nah.....fine....

i js so useless....i js ..................==lll