no.10

dis 2 days...my maple ex wife find me in msn...so surprise tat she find me agn after we divorce...well...kinda feel soli coz she quit maple might bcoz of me...i dun like hurt others feeling...i rather let dem hurt me...i js like others happy no matter i happy or not...is it weird...dun noe...from her blog...i found out tat she sick agn...feel woli abt her...coz she too young ba...everytime anyhow sick de...hope she well soon...

dun noe why today super active...super high...kip chatting in chat box wif everyone...well...crazy le ba...hahaha....who cares...well...tmr bo work...so i nid to editing my songs agn...faint...dis few days js like a robot sitting thr composing d song non-stop...las nite tio scold by everyone in maple...actually quite beh song la...but i noe they care abt me...n im d one who dun care myself in 1st place...so i beh song myself la...mei, gal jie n gin forced me to sleep...if bo...las nite i wont go to sleep...after sleep...feel quite gd...maybe i gv too much pressure on myself..cant lax down awhile...

well...abt d drinks...i can let u gals drink but not drunk....coz im woli ba...las time...mei go drink...i woli abt whole nite...wish i wil thr...guard her to avoid any bad things...coz...hv a gals...i care so much when im sec school...i treat her as my best frenz...one nite...she go pub coz she arguing wif her bf...den...she raped by dos dam ppl...u noe wat happen to dis gal...she suicide...........................if i was thr...i wil protect her...dam....dam mood...miss her so.........i fight wif her bf...but...my frenz stop me for beating him down...they said why i nid to punch him since tat gal die...can make her alive or wat...fck..................................................

no mood write anymore...tats it.....bb