no.33

teasing...misunderstanding...back stabbing...heart breaking...tinking

u down i care..sit by ur side..ask u why..wat happen..u ask me go not nid care abt u...i choose to stay...but u choose to off...u stress...u emo...u on...find me...teasing me..im ok wif tat coz i noe u over stress...u join in...misunderstanding abt wat i done for my guild...can u pls ownself ask me wat u wanna wan...why nid back stab on me js ur selfish tinking...i try my veli best to care each and everyone...im d kind who wont step 1st step out...coz im lose in communication...i duno how to communicate wif others...one day..u telling me asking me stop calling u as my sis...ask u why...u said we isolate u...can u tink b4 den u tok wif us?...why u choose to tok tat way to me..not others...why u teasing me onli...coz i over soft? over kind?..i duno...im a nub...stil a nub...wil always make mistake n wrong path..but how...i choose kip going...learn from mistake...dun wanna run away from it...why u choose run away...why u onli care abt urself...wat about others feeling...now i heart breaking...i noe tat not u want...but hell...im d kind of ppl...i veli moody one...wil kip tinking why...why become like tis...whr i dint do my part well...not caring enuff?...not support enuff?...now...i duno how to care a person...mayb i choose to hide myself as well...

**birdy...i din mad abt u...tat day i angry...but dint mean tat u r wrong...i noe u wan help us but...anyway...thx for ur help...n pls do let me alone for couple days...let me more stable...i choose to write in blog...coz...in maple...i duno how to say wif a broken heart...

no matter how i try...no one wil listen to me...woli sick alone here..............
dun woli...i wont choose MIA....................